Happy 15th Monthsary

Happy 15th Monthsary Babe

Lets see... to begin...

I'm glad I'm back... I'm glad to be home. My home is with you, the girl of my dreams.

My whole life has never really made much sense... until I met you. 20 Years and 361 days of my life went by not knowing what purpose I had.

Ever since I met you, my life has changed. I've found a reason for living, I found it in you. Lost and confused I was, until I met you. You are the best thing that's happened in my life, I now have a reason to live. For a girl so precious to me that all I want to see is her smile.

You're the cutest girl in the world to me... no one surpasses you on any level. Only girl I want, only girl I need. You are so beautiful to me.

I've had crushes in the past... but I've never thought I would be with a girl so beautiful that the past just looks so plain and dull. No girl could ever compare... I've chosen you because I could never get sick of you, despite the small arguments we have. There's something special about you... that makes me so happy to be with you.

It was really hard to be away from you... I became lost and confused again... Yet I had hope of coming back to you... It kept me sane... the awesome messages you sent me. The times you called... I loved how much you cared for me, all the way from there.

You are my guardian angel, you keep me safe from a distance. I'm back in your arms... and I'll never leave them again.

I can't wait till the day, I wake up and your hand is in mine. Your face shining beautifully and each day I think to myself, damn she's so cute and beautiful.

All that is mine is yours... I share all things with you. I love you so much Babe.

You are my only. <3

Happy 14th Monthsary

This is my message to her over Facebook that I've sent to her when I was away on a family trip.

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"Good morning Babe and Happy 14th Monthsary!

I am so glad I could see you too babe.

I don't know if it's just the short time away that I miss you more, but I think you grow more cute each day. Just as you grow cuter, my love for you grows stronger. I miss you so much babe. I can't sleep knowing I'm away from you once more (I have a tummy ache too!) and I vow never to be away again. I love you so much babe and I would do anything for your love and only your love, the love I love the most, even when I'm this far I feel it.

I love you babe so much xx"

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I've finally had the chance to post this up. So I'll add a few words here too.

Who knew it would be so hard to be away from you and to experience it a second time. When you love someone so much and they're so far away from you, it just hurts so much. I could never have much fun at all while I was away from you. Even something I would normally would enjoy, just the thought of an experience without you, made me sad.

I never ever want to be apart from you and I'm sure you're relieved that I came back. I hope I can always be not too far away from you. I hope one day I can wake up to a beautiful girl next to me.

I love you so much babe <3

I'm glad I could see you on our 14th Monthsary even if it was over skype. <3