A simple gift

And so this blog begins...

Starting on a simple text file I’ve placed on my desktop, so that I won't forget what I intended to write earlier. So an idea came to mind while thinking about this special someone. I then slept in some more, being so cold in the morning at the time of writing this and so just now I start writing.

This blog will be a gift to my future wife. She will not see it or know of its existence. From now from just being her boyfriend to engagement, all the way through up to the special day, I will write in this blog that I will make and this post will be the first entry.

I know I’m not the best writer... but I hope that she'll enjoy this as beautiful wedding gift, of my feelings and emotions for her.

I thought about writing a quick recap about how we met here but I’ll leave it for another post. So that my small mind will somehow envelope with ways of expressing it in ways that I can’t explain right now, yet with the start of this blog I can start thinking about it.

My words are simple yet have a plethora of emotions behind it, most of which are lost in the thought processes of my mind and the fact that I forget half of the words I wish to say.

To end this first post, there are a few words I must say. These words I’ve told her hundreds of times, soon to be thousands. Yet these words cannot be overlooked by the sheer quantity of them. For they have been said in hundreds of different contexts, each one with a subtle varying meaning behind it. Through happiness and sadness, confusion and anger, each one meant something different, yet all mean the same.

And in the end it always means “I love you”.

- 12/07/2011